I am sitting at a restaurant in Manhattan on 2nd Avenue. The sounds of the city are around me and there’s a gentle breeze.
I am alone and feel at peace.
It is 9:46pm and I am connected with the world around me in so many different ways. I exist in so many different ways. All I have is this moment and this life.
All I have is everything.
I always say that nothing holds me back, except myself and I want to stop.
I want to stop being my own worst enemy. I want to live freely and gently. I want to not just survive and live but thrive.
This is the youngest I will ever be. I’m 23 going to infinity. I look up and see it all. The whole world around me.
I stop and I close my eyes.
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